| So some stuff has been going on lately that has really eaten me up inside and out. I have spent alot of time by myself praying to God to give me the strength that I need to get through this. I have pretty much secluded myself from everyone except for a select few. I am a very insecure person...terrified to face my own fears and accept things that have happened.
Everything happens for a reason...or so that is what I am told...but my question is just why? Why do things have to happen the way they do. Because it really sucks. But you have to learn to deal with it and that is what I am tyring to do. Its gonna take time I know this but the time that its taking is really taking its toll on me emotionally. I will get through this...I will move on. God heals all...time heals all.
So my new motto is.."Life is too short to hold grudges...forgive, forget, and let it go."
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| So I havent update since November so I thought I would.
Not a whole lot has been going on lately. I have a few trips to look forward to in the next couple of months and I am just hoping that the money holds out until then. Kentucky in February, and Colorado and Illionois in March. I am hoping to go to Nebraska in July to visit a friend but not definite on that one yet.
Cindy Walsh is starting a bible study and Me and Jennifer are gonna be in it. Ms. Kelly is gonna help teach it as well. Jen and I helped pick out the book and we are very excited about this class. I think this is gonna do me alot of good.
Well anyways...thats whats going on for now.
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| I am so glad the Holidays are here! I LOVE Christmas...everything about Christmas! Jen and I bought our Christmas Tree and all the decorations and just can't wait to put it all up!
Hope everyone has a HAPPY THANKSGIVING!! |
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| Hey guys....I just wanted to let everyone know...that Jennifers mom passed away this afternoon. She hadn't been doing very well these past few weeks and she got better for awhile but...yesterday she was running a really high fever of around 105 and 106...and they didnt think she would make it through the night...but she did. Her breathing was really bad this morning and well she passed. She did make to her birthday which was yesterday and that is the one thing she said...is that she would make it to her birthday.
Jen is leaving this afternoon to go down to Mississippi. I am hoping to leave Friday night to go down and be with her for the funeral. I know she is in a better place and she isnt in pain anymore...but that still doesnt make the hurt and sadness in your heart go away any quicker. Just everyone say a prayer for Jen right now. I know she is a strong girl and she will make it through this...but it is still a hard thing to have to go through. |
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